Amid the sounds of long forgotten memories I doze off…
New Year 2020.
It was time to move.
Back to my parents that is. I finished my studies and planned on spending the next year working & travelling in New Zealand. What a beautiful country! I would visit Bilbo’s crib, smoke some Pipe-weed with the Kiwis and finally see the world. Instead I saw myself in the mirror, being slapped in the face by Covid, my dream being crushed and my body gaining some heavy loads in the process.
into a dream of the past…
Let me take…
While it is important to know what is going on around you locally and globally, the TV screen and newspapers might not be your trusted medium of choice anymore. When freedom of speech gets raped down to following the given narrative, enforced by companies and the state, it messes with your head.
In the first place, the question of right and wrong arises. Everyone picks up 2D information and operates accordingly upon them in 3D space. Prejudice and rumors are born. Our perception about something or someone changes with given informations.
But can this information really be trusted? Answering this…
The system in my head is unique. The way I feel, think and do things, developed over the course of my young adult life.
Same goes for you. You have an unique world view and method of navigating through life.
The ability to perceive the 3D world and move around freely, a lot of things cross our minds to digest, think about and react to.
Yet the focus - my focus, as I realized, often lies only in context to my own created belief system. …
I wish you a very happy and fulfilled new year.
Never forget, that you are wonderful and that there is a reason for you to be here.
Whatever you struggled with in 2020, there is a new light rising over the horizon.
It’s soon gonna be 2021. A year that will hold a lot of surprises, that I am sure of. A lot of new things that we will have to face. A lot of courage that will have to be brought up to manage it all.
I want to thank you personally, that you stayed strong and continued to…
It really astounds me, when I observe the space around me and the things that occupy it. Especially things that other people put there. For example the small lavender pouch my mother placed next to my bed, me never realizing it was there all this time.
The individually decorated rooms of friends and family members just amaze me. It tells a story about that person. …
I did it.
I managed to do nothing for longer than 24 hours and abandon the guilty feeling that comes with it.
It’s not just a feeling. It’s a belief-system that goes way deeper than I thought.
A belief-system that defines my self-worth. A system that tricks me to keep being busy, instead of setting my priorities straight.
You can see it as an answer to the question what one really wants in life. An answer that might be unpleasant, because it conflicts with the current programming of the mind.
What is really possible for me? I decide that. But…
Allowing yourself to be your true self.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this lately. At least I think I did.
Often we want approval for our decisions in a very manipulative and wicked way, putting words into someone else’s mouth, just to have a stack of responsibility one can burn outside of himself, in case everything goes south.
We often hear about a stroke of fate becoming the basis for a huge life transformation. …
In life you will have problems. Equally as one defines his successes, one also defines his problems. This could range from the problem which movie to watch next, to solving the problem how to start and sustain a human colony on mars.
It’s important to talk about our problems for two reasons:
Every time you wake up, you can be happy for just that reason. I mean come on, you just re-appeared from an other dimension. Consider yourself lucky.
The first thing you do in the morning, is the most important thing. For me it feels like an anchor you throw out in a place, where you want to stay, where you love the atmosphere. Or it’s like using binoculars to see where I want to go.
I wouldn’t consider myself a morning person. What does that mean? Well, I have difficulties with the interdimensional travel you could say. …
Sometimes you stumble about stuff in life, that challenges your world view. Okay it doesn’t have to be that heavy. It could also challenge your opinion about a technical matter.
Fact is, you are living inside your information and life experience bubble. All you do is based on habits. Physical habits, but also mental habits you developed over a long period of time.
You face those habits or limits, when you want alter you lifestyle and often have a picture in mind who you are, what is right and how things should look like in your life.
But those views…